It’s been a while since I’ve updated my blog. And it wasn’t precisely a happy time. Not long after me and my fiancee left to be together, something happened. I don’t know what it was, but something happened in my girl’s RL … and she’s been out of touch with me for over two weeks now. I’ve been growing more and more desperate during these two weeks.. until I found out that her avatar was not in SL anymore.

Gone.. irreversibly. She’s gone and left me alone..

I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep on going. I’ll think of the things we’ve talked about, things we’ve planned. I’ll always remember her smile, her laugh, her mischievous nature, her caring hugs and loving touch. But it all seems to be slipping through my fingers, just like all the hopes and dreams.

If she’s somewhere out there… I want her to know that I am in love with her, that my heart belongs to her, now and forever, and it will never belong to any other. If my hopes are crushed, I have nothing more to live for…